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Where did I counted wrong??
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Damn! It ruins almost everything. Urgh! Not liking this!
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And today is such. He's on duty in the ER :)
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The image I got in med school classes a couple of years ago about Anaesthesiology vs Surgery departments is of how arrogant the first one was. They "bragged" about how they keep things alive and how they always arrived first at the operating room and departed last. And clearly they showed some level of annoyance to the Surgery people. I used to hate that kind of arrogance. Very much! Well as usual I always turned back from my own words. When you've really gotten into the field and witness everything before your eyes, reality is sometimes what they really talked about. That is not arrogance. A surgeon, with all respect to their operating techniques and their robotic legs' ability to stand all the way through the operation, is only concentrating to slash--i mean, to operate on patient. Maintaining the vital sign and live-saving is all credit to the anaesthesiologist. A surgeon can bleed the patient out loud, and guess who's the one to fix all that. No wonder they never show their dislike to the anesthesia people openly. You can't cut a person's body open without preparations. It's not just a matter of painkillers.
I have new respect to people in Anaesthesiology department. Most of them work calmly yet very effectively; I love to see them work, especially as a team when there's emergency. Yup, I officially miss being an Anaesthesiology co-assistant. I'm writing this triggered by an incident this morning in Surgery dept meeting that involves some bad talks directed to the Anaesthesiology dept. Surgery dept sucks like the Emergency Room's suction.
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I think everybody's getting too guileless when writing their status updates on facebook.
"I miss him soooooo...!"
"Can't forget about the memories of her..."
"I love you, do you know???"
Eeww.. (Well maybe sometimes I might've done it too, hehe)
Oh but for goodness sake, the whole world (I mean, only your world of friends list) will know what you are feeling..! For me, it's too personal. I'm not comfortable if people know me from my status updates only. And in this world of busy-ness, you seldom meet or make contacts with friends, the only chance they get to know you is from those updates. Do you want to be recognised as in, "I just saw novella yesterday!" "Ooh the one who seemed like just been dumped by her boyfriend?" "Yeah, but that's quite old information, her status updates from two minutes ago said something like she's on a crush with some cute guy from nearest clinic."
Your status updates can be hot topics for gossips, dear!
So, since this is a private blog hence gossip-free, I want to say "I miss him sooooooo...!" LOL!
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Since morning, the whole day has been sun-less. I've got too many thoughts. All conditions attached to one another and complicated by the current emotions and past time remaining feelings. Usual annoying things that I used to bare just for the sake of being a nice person has got me exploded and said the things I've wanted so long to say but kept it inside just for the sake of being a nice person. A bit of satisfaction though, even when it can't be described as a relief.
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I love Anaesthesia Dept.!
Today got the chance to attend Operation Theatre VIII, where the anaesthetic resident was sooo gorgeous PLUS the surgery resident is not bad for the eyes too! Why would I be anywhere else? Hehehe...
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Suddenly feel so lonely.. T-T
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Passed the final test for Ophthalmology stage. Yayyy! Just got one paper presentation to go. Woohoo...! Won't be facing heart throbbing post test like this for another two months. Sweet :)
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Just read some of my blog posts and realised I made too much grammatical errors. English is not my first nor second language being a Chinese born Indonesian, but English is crucial. International language. Even Fernando Torres speaks English now. I really really want to learn proper English as soon as I graduate this slavery student interns thing. Maybe I could be in the team that translates medical books from English to Indonesian. The only thing relevant for me when I get the degree as a doctor who doesn't want to be a general practitioner. Hopefully. Amen.
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